things just pop into my head.
I'm riding out waves of sadness, they couldn't love me, they were animals. animals are conditioned to react. Pavlov. it still hurts like hell.
I thank God I can distract myself from pain. a valuable tool. that's my puzzles.
lovely soak and chat with Cody. lunch I gave away 4 pcs corn bread as per dream from long ago. Kenny and Trudy showed up so Toke and Fred. Walter didn't want one and I have more at home.
my purpose is to clear the crazy energy. it occurred to me today my parents were mentally ill, passed it on to the sisters.
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