Respite

and I'm back.  I never saw the pain behind the funny of King of Queens.  I won't ever have to watch it on commercial TV again.  

the pain is all inside.  I have friends I love and love me.  love is an energy as is hate.  when the world functions on love we have paradise.  hate creates hell.  

shooters only know hate.  they never had love.  my love came from non family.  projected energy can be felt.  the predator and prey.  not the same species.