best mom day

 doing what i want i baked chicken.  half i added bok choy.  bingeing doc martin and relaxing. 

mom's 22 death birthday everything in bloom just like when she died

well tonight.  I did wash 9:30 at lawrence lucky's like when i was so sick and alien broke the washing machine, oven etc.  so many horrible memories of pain humiliation disrespect.  2 load machine $3.75.  more like one.  filled one pillow case.  trunk empty.

11:30 sitting upstairs at central parked under the library with pantry groceries.  and i'm calm.  talked to chris, saw sidney.  wow no pressure.  diamonds are made by pressure but i'm a squishy human not just carbon.  listening to healing while blogging.  copy of doc m 9 listed available in catalog but not on shelf.  i asked to check in back hurray!  she found it.  At home i put away groceries and hung wash.  i'm amazing.  

i ate pineapple cake and slept 4-6.  i watched 'galaxy quest' 3 times during the day 3 different stations.  heaven.

sjmn

today's  copy on table.   played bingo after lunch and won a $2.50 certificate left 1:30 after half an hour.  right on schedule.  

my happy childhood

i'm doing what i want.  i paid utilities, swam, ate lunch, visited with gerde, got extra sprouts yam, finished puzzle, home resting.  as a child totally unaware i suppose my body may have been healthier but i wasn't happy.  

i just realized 2 days 'til mom's death-a-versary and i'm ok.  i think.

child 10 wo

loaded free strawberry banana protein drink shelf stable 'til opened.  checked 

so weird table empty alex, toki, diane and eddie.  one day table full next day empty.  so weird.  no rhyme or reason.  i'm finishing puzzle.  

i'm taking my supplements.  feeling pretty good.  when i'm not in screaming pain.  

and tonight jeopardy masters AND celebrity wheel ken jennings.  

bartolo did yard, set green bin in yard.  this weekend yearly clean up set out.  

child tu 9

safeway free roar drink.  i noticed display at homestead i needed bread.  decided to check college and changed location account had free.  and i remembered i needed fish oil and safeway listed as available location.  it worked and 2/1 sale.  score!!  

lunch, gloria had friend from before covid and her friend.  little gloria sat with us alex sat next table.  

internet withdrawals?

my first day without a hotspot.  i'm using senior center wi-fi.  so far ok.  i'm motivated to move.  On weekends i'd have to go out.  no staying home.  closest 24 hour gym.  

my body is so itchy.  i'm itching to heal.  lunch pleasant toki, alex so relaxing kimo's girl volunteer.  predictable.  makes a point of disrespecting me like my sister aiko, stand-in.  reminds me of a cat.  she makes a 'look at me move' then ignores me.  like a loveable cat.

after lunch puzzled 'til 2:30.  home watched 'vamps' on tv.  relaxed, cooked potatoes, heated carnitas, chopped napa cabbage.  boxed milk still good with chips ahoy reeses pieces cookies.

galaxy quest 5, jeopardy wheel 7-8, jeopardy masters 8-9.  heaven.  

forgot to enter the wheel of fortune.  stress free!