Monday, January 4, 2021

being a child without cares.

i've always worried for my survival.  my aspergers was masked to protect myself.  mom always told me i walked and talked so late my heart condition made me retarded.  she told everybody big gossip that she was.  

better late chidhood than never.  i am afraid i may lose attention like december paying disc late because for some strange reason i wrote 23rd on calendar when it's always been 21st.  i paid 48 minutes late.  i blessed the $29 and 12/30 received $600 stimulus direct deposit.

i put out bins suveyed yard.  pretty good.   

i called carlos for appointment and he said today 1;15 or so.  done.  i forgot about depositing pers.  i went to lucky's bought gift card oxigen paid citibank.

as i was walking my trash back to center gerda pulled up.  she hasn't been coming.  i offered a menu and then remembered she can sign up and get one from staff.  i told her to park inside and sent menu lady to her car.  done and done.

carlos faster and still cost way less than eric.  like 1/5.  half hour i went deposit credit union 10 minute line.  and now main computing and reading.  very slow net.  couldn't do scratch or games or quiz.  wouldn't connect.  

came home caught last 10 minutes love boat.  made noodles forgot about soup i opened i'll have breakfast.  opened can pulled pork just like fish.  chopped lettuce.  sesame.  i love it.

put away bins.  

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