taken this long for new post to load. i've been patient and neutral. it's responding like a human brain. the longer and more reinforcing the stronger the connection. had to move car for slightly better reception. i'll take it.
i knew to expect an epiphany when i couldn't sleep 'til 3:30, woke 5:30 and finally at 8 am remembered my mom being typically critical guilt inducing. and i felt sad her version of love was mean, cruel, soul crushing. what she lived and passed down to us. i pray all of us learn better, kinder.
i saw grace on el camino waiting for bus wearing unknown beige hat. chips dollar store.
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