i could get used to it. retirement. i watched tv, snacked, napped. it felt good. so different from my usual life of discomfort.
seniors is another job. doing what is mine to do. i checked out hope thrift online. 12 or 16 miles away. i don't know. i feel obligated because ray told me about it. backsliding.
and free soda, ketchup or mustard. i feel obligated. stupid to refuse free. i feel trapped like a bug in amber.
i'm watching 'greatest american hero' marathon. andre the giant. from 'princess bride'. he always seemed so gentle. being an outsider i have a lot of empathy for the weird.
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