Monday, July 19, 2021

myra care more

finally connected for fit kit asked about social worker, member services transfer Elizabeth said i had to get authorization from Dr peter.  23:30 min.  i don't have his number.  everything burned up in my phone April.  i looked online.

i'm feeling painfully pressured.  my childhood exhaustion is back.  fighting off the fear of being worthless.  suppressing feeling for a lifetime is exhausting.  

i skinned, defatted, cooked 13 little chicken thighs in garage micro to keep house cool.  2 batches i left to cool in garage.  

i tried tuna sand for lunch full of raw onions diced and sliced.  i considered give away but i was hungry.  green salad terrible dressing i ended up tossing.  i ate apple and drank milk and fruit punch.  

chrome 38% i charged lunch and upstairs watching 'no, honestly'.  2:30 packed up for home.  ate corn bread/soup.   watched 'love boat' then shredded 4 c chicken over half hour.  lettuce wrap/b&b pickles.  dessert pb honey butter bread.  

midnight restless removed clothes from bed to corner bed/r.    

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