i went 8 am. too my time arrived sunny vale pondering how long i wanted to stay. or if i wanted to stay. games too slow i stayed. i still feel sick. i feel weird. heavy and light at the same time. my tail bone hurts besides my neck right temple. i just want to go home. that's new.
games are slow. i brought pbb and spaghetti sandwiches just in case i get hungry. 11:30 bored with slow computer i went to sunny vale $tore for c drops, amber m wash, found pink infinity scarf, complete toothpaste. home 12:30 half of 'medium' cooked frozen hamburger patties gravy. on bread so good i ate 4. my tummy happy.
8:30 pm i just realized i'm processing getting my family off my back this life and all the way back in time. and my symptoms now are what i experienced after carrying dad to emergency 3 times. i didn't have time to feel it then working to pay my bills and staying constantly vigilant and trying to have some kind of life. i didn't have the energy or time. it was a luxury i couldn't afford.
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