it wouldn't update or publish. maybe left from weekend malfunction. so i deleted and started over.
i showered, exercised, stretched an hour i was so sore. i stretched out my aches and pains. i computed 'til i got bored. picked up lunch. today last day for panera gift card 10 k lucky bonus points. and i bought bread. i forgot to give kathy phone number and manager added to my card saying he'd forgotten his bonus.
decided to go america's tire for air check alert done 10 minutes i gave him avocados. the first time i didn't have to wait and find someone in the office.
came home so tired 12:30. i ate and had to lie down i felt tired sick. i slept 2 hours. dragged myself not feeling like it but i didn't want to be awake all night.
i realized while exercising my family is the same they've always been. i deluded myself expecting them to appreciate me. my fantasy. they continue to neglect and abuse me. i'm still expecting them to change. i have to change.
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