Friday, November 5, 2021

like weeds in a garden

negative thoughts and self judgment.  seniors i stayed and ate 3 golf ball sized meat like balls while listening to my healing you tube.  went to college safe way 8 clearance croissant used my $5 coupon.  drove to pay citibank and lucky's free yogurt and water.  chase bank main atm down withdrew half.  @ home toke left dozen cost co croissants on porch.  woo hoo!  20 croissants.  i'm rich!  i ate 4 with dinner and for dessert.  the free yogurt was low sugar and about to expire.  new behavior not saving for later.  the free water was just water.

11-6 sat-a do what i feel day.  i had rolls for b'fast and lunch.  don't want to drive.

i wanted to phone otc order and charged my phone noticing i missed cathy's call yesterday 3:33 pm.  called her back she went to emergency 3 times is anemic low iron.  she didn't know cooking in cast iron pan adds iron.  i had to eat liver as kid.  phone order open m-f so not today.  sometimes a way to what i think i want isn't time.  i organized week supplements.

11-7 sun-i broiled 8 drumsticks an hour and de-boned for lunch.  b'fast was chicken parm from 3 flames 5 days ago still delicious.  steamed frozen broccoli.  and dishes washed.  new behavior i wait at least half hour before running and doing.  i'm digesting.  i still feel i need to go somewhere do something.  i'm so obsessed.  i took out garbage and recycle.  next door left side taking up all parking.  i can't leave or risk losing my parking.  i'll fill gas tomorrow.  i feel so frustrated.  wheel makes me better.  and willow kava hemp oil.  my right temple neck shoulder tight.

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