well, first thing i paid discover and balanced bank. i exercised washed hair. computed. picked up lunch went to st just 3 bags grocery and 2 shirts. and home before noon. i put everything away sorting what i wanted. lots of new stuff to try. i baked the frozen potato spinach appetizers. ate a chocolate cherry cookie.
the water softener isn't shutting off. it just keeps running. i called city John water dept, Suzanne Burns neighborhood improvement her contractor installed cartridge kitchen only water softener, county Rebuilding Together, 2 sears no longer in service. David cal plumber no water softener. so i shut off the water. i can't waste. too important. so of course i feel like i have to go all the time. like when alien plugged up the toilet with toilet paper. the same fear depression feeling the world is ending. inconvenient but not insurmountable.
i finally called consumer cellular 33 minutes on hold waiting. August 9 alert showed up on display. Kristin called me back on my spare phone to talk me through removing alert. not on tutorials anyway. time doesn't count toward usage.
before moving back to take care of the family i was alone and ok. i must have caught fear, anxiety, depression, loneliness like a virus or infection. or it was sublimated so deep i didn't know. i don't know. all i know is i could never depend on the family for help. a miracle i survived. and today with covid and some crazy threatened to blow up the capitol. i don't know.
i'll have to ask everyone i know and check home advisor and online. maybe that's why i always wanted a big family.
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