i spent so much time and energy blocking them out. so much of me is invested in avoiding my 'family' that i feel drained. and yet i struggle to find any good times. i'm an avid archaeologist sifting through memories for emotional treasures. nit complimented me once. dad wrote me a letter that disappeared through my sisters machinations. i felt so sad witnessing the parents' decline. my sisters stayed in denial or celebrated their revenge. that makes me feel sad too.
i biked on the new senior equipment. not busy yet in the gym. the young attendants hired have so much to learn.
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