Saturday, June 10, 2023

new symptom-everything is feeling

my neck was so tight i thought my head would explode.  took serious pressure massage to get muscles to release from skull.  from dental work strain.  post trauma.  

locked up pain released.  naomi judd in hallmark xmas movie 2013 window wonderland.  she killed herself 4/30/2022 gunshot.  must have been committed to dying.  2 years of intensive psychotherapy at Kaiser maximum coverage said both parents passive suicides.  my sisters' denying it ensures my niece and nephews will suffer the fallout.  children suffer the sins of the parents.  

i managed to restrain myself to rest and recover.  doing what i need to heal.  running away is so much easier.  not thinking or feeling just doing.  

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