nothing has changed substantively. yet i feel the lifetime of anxiety overwhelmed by happiness.
i put the laundry in the car. i decided i can ride around with dirty laundry and the world will continue. mom won't kill me because she died in 2001 not taking her medication on mother's day with oldest sister too busy running around. counselor called it passive suicide. i call it attention deficit. so many depressing details in my life. too many to count.
i showered at 24 lots of parking go figure. open new year's. excellent. i realized the cuts on my hands are from the shower wand in handicapped stall. it's frequently occupied. so i cut myself. i had tea tree oil and bandages. another mystery solved.
i went to seniors early so toki won't worry. lunch ok. on my way to main i stopped at sprouts 2 chips, double choc chip muffins, broccoli clover sprouts. i felt so good i washed laundry & charged devices. home i parked in driveway, through garage i hung everything, put away puzzles looking for city movies, found them. i forgot i was going to use sunny sewing machine and return hot spot. next week.
auntie's book arrived. i checked it out. i prefer glossy. matte more expensive not better.
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