barren

this house is empty of happiness.  i'm clearing the energy, neutralizing the depression.  that's what i've done everywhere i've lived.

i woke at 5 so uncomfortable i stretched, wiggled, wriggled on my stomach for half an hour to get up.  i had flashbacks of first house haunted by previous tenants depression and violence.  left over energy dictated our behavior.  makes me nauseous thinking about it.  i'll think of something else.  

scary.  

earth should have been named denial.  deniers are the most materially successful unhampered by reality allowed to create from imagination.  

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i wish i wish i wish for world peace so i will live in peace all around me.  

i wore my white ethnic dress.  it still fits.  eh, labor day.

i arrived senior lunch drive up 9;36 #2 car after chips, clearance water and mouthwash $tore run.  no h202.  can't use rubbing alcohol with the oil.  went main dropped off mae west, good place, islands of wonder, and burnt orange heresy, picked up wonder boy fannie flagg.  hurrah!! 

ate weird cottage pie.  mexican ground beef topped with mash.   

relaxed all day.  still haven't found broken cd player.  don't know what i did with it.  

made rice noodle mushroom packet added chicken i cooked slivered almonds green olives.  so good.