Sunday, October 18, 2020

fear in the pit of my stomach

 my back is very unstable.  i'm having to sleep very consciously to alleviate back pain.  

so much tv news rhetoric playing over and over adding to my internal pressure.  or maybe highlighting what lies within.  i'm exhausted.  no relief from the political pressure.  

dad loved to argue politics.  when i was 21 i registered and voted i learned he'd never voted because he was dodging jury duty.  i refused to discuss politics with him after that.

i wore my back brace and nuked the pork ribs smothered in onions.  for breakfast i toasted a senior sandwich added pickled onions and lettuce delicious.  lunch was chips and blueberry cobbler nuked in brownie and pasta cookers.  dinner rice beans ribs.  food heaven.  

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