i'm feeling a little blue and rattled. i was always the historian remembering, reminding others to honor each other. i've decided to honor my imaginary sisters today. the ones i believed i had who would miraculously realize how i had looked after them for so many years. not. i deserve a loving supporting family instead of the predators i'm horrifically biologically related to. oh, so charming. i'm still having new flashback memories of infant abuse. i'm a miracle considering my history. i was groomed to be the scapegoat sacrificial lamb destined for drugs, alcoholism and suicide.
trump is using covid to his advantage as the big strong hero. i have to laugh he's so consistent. i wonder what all the extra drugs are doing to his system. maybe make him, sane i can hope.
senior lunch 9;46 arrival car #2. i got distracted at home by traffic in front. constant stream of cars. i came straight here sticking to reassuring schedule.
i read through the market ads came yesterday. and planned city returns. i forgot county at home. tomorrow and thy 3-7. maybe both tomorrow.
i was going to walk and got caught up in blog. 10;43 66 o feels very hot. maybe from direct sun, not parked in shade.
trying to play word finder won't load. typical. i looked for karaoke to use in living room 2 in back too big. maybe i want a small boom box. i looked for peroxide in side room zero. i used them.
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