Wednesday, October 14, 2020

oh, i want to smoke

 my faithful friend.  my non judgmental confidante.  i miss the rush, the dizzy neutral pain free feeling.

igor is on tv.  reassuring.  part of my reprogramming.  eva sings the sun'll come out tomorrow and it does.  jaclyn and heidi = jekyll and hyde.  'everyone has an evil bone but we don't have to use it.'  'we don't have to be evil to succeed.'

peggy cappy relaxation yoga is amazing.  i need more relaxation.  and now i know why i bought so many blankets besides they were so cheap.  i can fold them for bolsters.  i'm using some already folded in pillow cases for firm support.  

i dug out a karaoke machine for the living room to listen to secret cd.  after the lifetime of negativity it's going to take a lot to reprogram.  

i finally cooked the package of bean soup and i have the brown rice and can dice tomatoes.  

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