i feel like i turned a corner. i went to seniors catching every green light. i picked up my lunch spotty computer reception went to main. on the way thanked neighbor putting out more books from girlfriend who died. he had a lot of people die. a litany of the people he took care of. and now he's living with his handicapped uber driver younger brother. i don't understand how he can do it but ok.
i found white poly fabric in the garage while checking the tv size. i can make 2 skirts. i'm taking my time thinking about where i want to add the tv. della kept the remote so i can use the dollar one i have in storage. if i can manage to program it. i have no patience with electronics. i blog because i have no one. when i was 25 i knew i needed to get out of my head and asked for a journal for my birthday from my ex. 2 weeks before my birthday he asked what i wanted. i made a list of everything i could think of and he got me nothing i asked for. he said he wanted me to be surprised. i was shocked. i bought my first journal myself. next year he tried to pull the same thing i told him no i was willing to take the chance i might actually get something i wanted. i don't know if he even understood how he didn't want me to have what i wanted.
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