Friday, May 28, 2021

shame and fear

the family tradition.  grandparents immigrants to work sugar cane, pineapples fields.  dad one of 6 kids mom's family also 6 kids.  the grands met and married here.  mom 1 of 6 dad 1 of 6 maybe all they had in common.  i can only surmise.  tossed and turned feeling the family program.  must have been terrifying coming on a boat for months in 1900's.  

i waited for jason but maybe i missed him.  i pulled a few weeds.  washed car windows.  saved sweet pea seeds.  i checked on garden tools available.  if every day like today i love it.  just right goldilocks day.  i remembered fill up gasoline.  $3.79/gal.  

i picked up and ate tiny lunch and put weekend food in cooler.  lucky's freebie smart water clearance noodles.  safe way lettuce clearance hash.

i did wheel, lotto, word, sweeps, quiz, scratch.  some laptop some main lib.

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