i dreamed tom and della came to pick me up for road trip. i was getting ready hall bathroom where mom died. i decided i would send him card after debating with myself and deciding no. looking for a card i found my xmas list 4 addresses. i can send walter a card. my eric replacement.
i'm listening to heal depression anytime. seems to work better than anything else. i now realize i've been killing myself doing what others wanted, empowering them. today i practice living for me. my god given, god driven life. the tv show b+positive raised the question would i donate my body for my sisters NO! i gave to our parents. i watched a news snippet saying asians had a harder time finding donor matches. heavens NO! i'm done or i'm done for.
a big part of my diminishing interest in online games is the poor performance of the sites. takes hours to play a game that should take seconds.
i don't know who bill whittaker jeopardy guest host is. he seems so dull he'll probably be permanent. i guess i'm used to a big ego. the other guest hosts had big personalities. big egos. my family and exes had big egos. i need someone dull and comfortable. restful.
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